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02.19.2005

Had a really pleasant night, once I got over my initial grumpiness
due to the confusing start regarding transportation.

Tracey Ullman was so entertaining. Danielle and I went to see a
taping of some special she’s doing on HBO at the Henry Fonda
Theater. That place is rad.

While we were getting in line, she spotted Marc. They waited for
us once getting inside so we could all sit together. Afterwords we
smoked a joint while walking down to Sunset & Vine to have sushi.
The sushi was decent, and the wine was tasty.

It was good seeing Marc, I miss hanging out with him. It is a
rarity that I actually bump into people I know when I’m out and
about. Was definitely a good surprise.

I get on the train only to get stuck just south of Pico due to
a flooded roadway. After another 30 minutes or so, we finally
continue.

It seems like San Francisco has been coming up in conversation
a lot lately. Perhaps because time is passing rather quickly and
I can sense that it will be happening “soon.”

“But what about Erik?”

We’ll cross that bridge when we get to it I suppose. He knows
about my plan and we’ve discussed it a bit. I guess we’ll just
see how things go when the time comes for me to start seriously
start planning to relocate. For all I know UC-Berkeley could
say “screw you” and not grant me admission. I’d love for him
to embark on this new journey with me, and hope he chooses to
follow me up there. If he doesn’t, well, I can understand.
That doesn’t mean I won’t be sad, and perhaps heart-broken.

I need to pursue my goals and dreams. Those may not coincide
with Erik’s, and I can’t force him to share the same dreams
I have.

Anyways, I have a lot of classes to complete between now and then.
Maybe not a LOT, but certainly feels like it. After this semeseter,
I may only have 3 or 4 classes left which will be taken care of by
the end of the fall.